Ah.. Beauty and the Beast. One of my favourite Disney Movies.
True love between a beauty and the beast. It makes you think, how beautiful the world can be, how there are actually people who see the insides of an individual.
But yet, of course, alike the wilting rose, there will always be a limit, a time period.
The wilting rose symbolises the time left and how long such would actually last. How this period of "happiness" would last, who long they would live.
Nature.
There must always be death.

Its up to you to choose to appreciate what you have and what you've been blessed with.
Your own individual choice to listen and not let others make the decision for you.


Today stands as one of the most horrible mornings ever.

Lost a earring which I hold dearly to, green fungus growing on my last favourite muffin, whole body aching, bruises, aches, work.

I'm so tired and stressed out at the moment.
Man. This must explain all the white hair I'm growing.. Seriously.


My heart aches.
My prides tarnished.
My smiles gone.
My skins bruised.
My bones ache.
My hairs white.

I feel like dying.

No, I am not trying to sound emo.. But honestly. I just want to go into a slumber and never wake up. Not till the reason for which I smile, kisses me, holds me by the face and ruffles my hair.

Do I sound like some small girl dreaming and making childish exclaims for thy prince charming to find me somewhere in the woods? Nah...

Tuition soon and no where close to finishing my work. Ruth, at this rate you are going.
At the end of the day, not only would I NOT be surprised that your heart stops beating. But also, not being to reach the goals you are so supposedly confident about anymore.

I'm losing my confidence.

Since young, never have I ever once been a confident kid. So, thats not too surprising isn't it.
But somehow, right now, I feel not an ounce of confidence any longer but yet a mind filled with doubt and confusion.

Honestly, why the hell am I stuck here.
Nightmares from last night still haunts me..

Tuition teachers here, peace.