Mind boggled from a dream.


ARNKFDNJDSFOIJFDIONSVNOHR)I#JPR#WMKLJPE)JDFLMDSLKJAW...
Yup, thats all thats going through my mind at the moment and the past few days when it SHOULD be..

"DUDE. Do your work, prelims this friday, COME ON. FOCUS!"
hence the image of thee productively and dilligently doing my work in my room.

But no.
Okay, I sound loony now.
Basically.
Got to focus and concentrate..
Just a few more days till first paper and feeling so scared. Shall just do my best and hopefully improve.

All this pent up frustrations and anger for all the unknown reasons shall be pushed aside at the moment. And perhaps settle them soon.

This fear of not being able to do or achieve anythings consuming me literally, as a whole. Got to slap myself out of this pathetic state and get back to work. Haven't exactly been feeling in the right state of mind recently and can't afford to be distracted any longer. This feeling, of waking up every single morning with dread and weight on your shoulders. Needs to be extinguished.

Lastly.
Need to learn how to just not give a damn and just move on in life.

Just.
Awesome.